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Individuals in the world have a reason to initiate an action, walk, breathe, the single word we as people speak. Overall, I think the best way to do something is to analyze the situation and come to a conclusion.

1. Study for classes.
If I study for classes, I will be able to pass my exams (Foundations of Academic Writing, Astronomy, Psychology, Ways of Knowing, and Computer Concepts for End - Users)

2. Cleanse my body.
Remove all those toxins, lets go honey and water.

3. Finish the story Bianca and I have written, to the extent that I have given in. Or to finish a few chapters.

4. Start my next short story alone, that will not see the light of day.

5. Lose my acne.

6. Tell people what I truly think of them.

7. Pass my exams.

8. Do something that I have never done before, a random spur of the moment action - something I will never be able to take back.

9. Open my eyes to the truth around me.

10. Know when I am wanted.

It all starts in a dark room, when we wake up we find ourselves looking around for something to call our own.
Suddenly the door opens and a white light reaches the eyes, blind us, and hurting us.
We attempt to move closer and closer to this light, but we are shackled down unable to move.
How are we able to pick ourselves up from this disaster when the only the thing keeping us sane are these chains. We have known everything in these walls since day one, the darkness keeps us in an enigma of the outside world. The door is always closed, and the chains never seem to move.
The food comes free to us, we do not starve, and we do not get hungry. The way of living is an easy way.
Eventually we are free from this place, and solving problems for ourselves become a restraint of their own. Before this everything was easily picked for us, as we did not have much options ourselves. But now we have the world to see, and feast upon. Different people from every area of the world lay right before your eyes, do you talk to them? Are they in misery?
Every single person has a life story, which is deep and dark just like the room you were locked into for many ages.

When the sun eventually lowers your eyes become red, with hatred of the world, you are once again locked into the place you have been in your whole life. The fear returns and you are unable to leave. Everywhere you turn you see people, people you have never met in your life. The room has become much bigger and more diverse. Scared and hopeless you run, until your legs cannot carry you any longer. You collapse on the ground attempting to pick up your feet for the first time, but a sudden rush moves through your veins. You are hungry.
All these new feelings running through you, stomach and head aching. Every single muscle in your body hurts. No where to go, no where to live. This town is a horror scene, and you are the single entity inside of it.

Our world is controlled by fate, everything happens for a reason.
Does that mean our thoughts are controlled by something other then ourselves?
Can we rebel against the system, what are we controlled by.
Simply
>what is the free world.

I am not free.

What would happen if everything you knew was forgotten.
Amnesia struck you like a train, the headaches, the sorrow, the emptiness.
Everything from the start of your birth would be a burning building, crashing down. Once stood a mighty structure protecting everything inside, and then in the blink of an eye, that structure has burned down. The remnants of the structure gets destroyed and then a new building is put. Everyone forgets what was inside the last building, what it looked like, every historical moment inside that building has become vanquished.

arrr me matie.

things like this make me happy.

I find myself alone once again.

I hate it.